Hey guys. I haven’t written in awhile and it’s because I’ve been off and doing a little bit of hiding. The last couple of weeks have been really challenging for me because there have been a lot going on and I’m just a little tired. Also, there is a bit of a health scare in my family and when that happens, I get paralyzed until I know everything is fine. So I’m going to blog so I don’t eat my face off with Nutella. I need to push through with my goals. It’s hard for me to take care of myself when I get anxious about the future. I’m really leaning on my faith right now and trusting that God is taking care of everything.
On a positive note, I reached 8 miles on Sunday even though I sulked for about two hours before I left for my run. A friend of mine, who is training for the NYC marathon, called me that morning to check on me and my training. It was so much God driven because she and I hardly talk on the phone and she said I was on her mind. God really shows up for even the smallest things. So I went on the run and it was hard. My feet started to hurt and the last mile my legs felt really heavy. I think it’s also because my eating has been crappy.
Today is usually my first run of the week but since I ran 13 miles over the weekend I felt like I needed a couple of days off. Tomorrow I will go on a run and I will track what I eat. I will also blog so I can focus on my journey and not obsess about things that are beyond my control.
No food diary today because I didn’t track and I ate so much that I have food amnesia.
