Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Day 180

I’m tired tonight. I went to body conditioning and it was tough. I was actually tempted to leave in the middle of class. I didn’t but sometimes my head is just not into it. I stuck it out and I’m so glad I did. My eating was good but a little too much. I’m feeling great and I’m so happy that I’m not feeling fat this summer. It’s awful to feel ashamed of your body when it’s hot. I’m not even thin but I feel good so in my mind I look pretty good too. Some women feel that way at 300 pounds and more power to them. I have always felt so uncomfortable in summer clothes. Not this summer! A friend of mine actually commented that he has never seen me wear sleeveless shirts before. Well I’m wearing dresses and tank tops and it feels oh so good. I’ve even been browsing the platforms. The heels are coming back.

Tomorrow I am going running. Yes, I will say this until I do it dammit. I will also control my portions even with the healthy stuff.

1 comment:

  1. I won't wear tank tops...lol I have really bad body image. Maybe that is something I need to work on. No matter what size I am, I always feel like a cow. So, I say kudos to you! Rock those summer fashions. I hate exercise! I wish I could learn to love it but I don't. But...I need to learn to love it. I am getting older and things aren't where they used to be on my body. Plus, I heard this rumor r that it's good for you.

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