It’s so crazy how you can convince yourself that you didn’t do so badly with your eating. I think that’s why I really like tracking because it gives you real clarity as to how much you’re eating. It’s especially easy to convince yourself that you didn’t eat poorly when you’re having a rough day. Today is my 7th year anniversary and I'm so grateful for my honey. I was kind of a downer. I’ve been extremely tired from my trip to New Mexico and I was having a hard time coming to life today. I was dragging ass like I hadn’t slept or had any coffee. The whole family was kind of moody and tired. I’ve said this before but I have no will power when I’m tired. I simply don’t care about making healthy choices. I need to spank myself into action. I need to get my binky back on a schedule. I need to update my résumé’s. I need to get my headshots. I just feel so heavy lately. Not weight heavy but pressure heavy. Maybe I’m trying to take credit for everything and I just need to relax, have faith, and give it all to God.
Tomorrow I will go for a run and I will track what I eat.
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