Well she’s here and this bitch is wearing me out. I feel so crampy and exhausted today. I love being a woman and I actually don’t mind being reminded that I’m not pregnant but good lord. I did go to Zumba today but I was in the back. I hate being in the back. I don’t get the same satisfaction if I can’t see myself in the mirror. I ran out of my daily points by 2:00 p.m. I need to not have hummus in my house. It sounds harmless but this stuff is dangerous for me. Especially when you buy freshly baked bread. I can’t believe I bought that bread. I know better. I don’t feel ashamed though because I’m confident in my commitment to my weight loss goal. This is major.
I really need to start working on my spiritual health. I keep going hard at life and thinking that I have to do everything on my own but I don’t. I really need to find a Church that I love. I need a humble, non-judgmental, Catholic Church... they do exist! ☺ When I lived in the Bronx I went to an amazing Church with super kind people and a really forward thinking Priest. He was so awesome and non-judgmental. He would organize lunches with Muslim communities. I need a Church like that. I can’t go anywhere that uses God as a weapon.
I’m pooped de pooped! Tomorrow I will, ay, try really hard to go to kick boxing. I will track what I eat. I will also take a long nap. How about that? I’m going to follow through on SLEEP!
I think forward thinking Catholic priests are few and far between. I was actually thinking of trying the Episcopalian church. They allow women and gays to be priests. That interests me, plus their masses are basically catholic.
ReplyDeleteThat sounds really interesting! I'm going to look for an Episcopalian Church in my area. Thanks!
ReplyDeleteSorry the bitch is being wearing a big bad S on her chest & trying to take you under, TAPS! You'll come out alive and rested I guarantee. :-) Good luck finding a wonderful church home with tons of non-judgmental forward thinkers. Keep us posted. Cheers to your progress!
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