Day 36

I had so many excuses not to go to the gym this morning. It’s raining. I should use this time to relax. I’m having so much fun with Ellison and Adjei. It’s Saturday. I didn’t put myself on the list for Zumba. I can start on Monday. Then I decided to read the blog I posted yesterday because I noticed an old friend liked it on facebook. I thought, “Wow, let me read this again.” I’m narcissistic that way. So it was 10 minutes before I had to leave and I read my last blog and the last line caught me…”I REALLY WANT THIS!” So I rushed to the bathroom took a super quick shower to ignite some energy and ran out in the rain to go to Zumba. I had a really great time and I was so glad that I went.

I feel like I’m on track again and of course it’s all because of exercise. If I am working out it benefits me more mentally than anything else. I know it’s changing me physically but exercise puts me in a better mood, it gives me more confidence, and I feel stronger. Such a nice start to the week.

Tomorrow I am going to see my BEST FRIEND Alisa and I finally get to meet my new baby cakes Luca. Ellison and I are already nuts about this little guy. Hopefully my little monster won’t get too jealous. My Adjei doesn’t even let my husband hug me. He is so possessive. ☺

My goals for tomorrow are to leave no later than 9:00 a.m and track everything I eat. I also want to start eating a lot slower. I eat like I will never eat again. I did grow up with four brothers but I want to start tasting my food.