My buns of steel are so soar. This weather is killing me. I know I’m doing too much but this is what it takes to change my life and I have to embrace that. Change takes work. So tonight I had every excuse not to go to the gym. There is snow up the wah zoo. The streets are still being plowed. I am extremely tired because I’ve had work events all week. However, I went to Zumba tonight and I suffered the whole time. It wasn’t fun for me at all. I didn’t even enjoy looking at myself in the mirror. I was actually embarrassed by myself but couldn’t work harder or even look sexier. Just effin miserable. I hope that I am this committed when the weather gets nice. Sometimes I do better in times of adversity.
You know with all the snow and slushy streets I still love this city. This city makes me feel alive. I get stressed and pissed and I fantasize about a big closet and a backyard somewhere in suburban country but I truly love the grit of the city. I love the honesty of the people. I love that if I want to sing to myself and shimmy to a song I’m listening to, no one gives me a second look.
Goals for tomorrow:
-Call my brother again to schedule our weekly call.
-Track what I eat. (WEIGH IN TIME)
-Get the Frida’s waxed.
-Buy myself my La Mer
Ohh sounds like a beauty day.
Quote of the day:
"People wish to be settled. It is only as far as they are unsettled that there is any hope for them."
Ralph Waldo Emerson
I admire you, T! You're doing so great!
ReplyDeleteI admire you too Jenna, always have!
ReplyDeleteI hate the weather effects our moods. I did picutre you singing in the streets while reading your love for NYC.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE that you said "Change takes work." It does!
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