Thursday, January 20, 2011

Day 20

I went to kick boxing today but I kind of half assed it. I didn’t want to be there so I didn’t go as hard I usually do. I had a few moments when the music got my attention. I tracked and it was a goal-fulfilling day but I’m in a funk. I got some upsetting news from home and it just put me in funk. I live so far from home and have such a different life; so when I hear about some of the troubles going on back home, it just takes me to sad place. I have family members that struggle with living just a regular daily life so I think that’s why I always feel an urgency to live out my full potential. Ugh I’m in a funk.

Tomorrow I will track and I will go get my Frida’s threaded. I hate getting my eyebrows and lip threaded. My eyebrow lady always accuses me of plucking so I feel like she purposely breaks the thread on my forehead. I think lip threading can be an interrogation tactic. It’s damn torture. I actually missed my appointment today because I wasn’t in the mood for the pain. Shit, now I know I’m going to suffer. Rushma never forgets.

Quote of the Day

“I'd rather be a could-be if I cannot be an are; because a could-be is a maybe who is reaching for a star. I’d rather be a has-been than a might-have-been by far; for a might have-been has never been, but a has was once an are."

Milton Berle

3 comments:

  1. Oh T! At least you went!! Showing up and going through the motions are just fine on some days, better than not going at all. Living far away from home is so hard, I get the bummer that it is...I haven't been home in almost 8 years, it really hurts, especially when something isn't going so great. Pray, meditate, send positive energy to those who need it. You're a powerful woman, your energy will help anyone who needs it.
    Cheers to a better, stronger, happier tomorrow! xoxo

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  2. Aw, T! I'm sorry!! But, yes, it's great that you went anyway! Feel better!! xo
    Oh, I don't get threaded anymore. I can't handle it so I'm back to waxing.

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  3. TAPS, sorry to hear about the home front troubles. I agree with Gallant...send the positive energy over that way & let your miracles work. And great for you going to kick boxing anyway. That counts for EVERYTHING!

    Wishing you a painless manana & serenity on the home front.

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