Tootsie is leaving tomorrow and I’m sad because we’ve had such a great time. My mom makes me laugh harder than anyone. She is the funniest woman I know. I love her so much. I skipped body conditioning tonight. I was dressed to go but then I changed my mind. I couldn't leave knowing Tootsie was leaving tomorrow. Saying goodbye to my mom makes me wish I were wealthy. I wish I could afford to buy her or rent her a small apartment here so she could stay for a few months at a time. Or I wish I could buy a second home in NM and stay there for a month every year. My little tootsie bear.
On a I feel gross note. I've had a crap three weeks with eating and exercise. Tonight Ellison made homemade, triple chocolate, chocolate chip ice cream. The damn stuff has two cups of heavy cream and seven egg yolks. I had a full cup of it. It was absolutely amazing. Ellison kept reminding me that there were seven yolks in it! I could kill him! Why does my husband want to torture me?! I need to get back on track. I want to start losing weight again. I want to get going on my acting. I want to start earning more money.
Tomorrow I have to wake up at 5:00 a.m. to take Tootsie to the airport. My goal is to put my running clothes on so I can go running when I get back. My clothes are already out, so I'm prepared. I will also start back with my good eating habits.
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