I’m in a really pissy mood today. My son has been really irritable this weekend and he didn’t sleep very well. I started to get scared about staying home. I thought that maybe I really wasn’t cut out for being a stay at home mom and I got really sad. I don’t want to fail Adjei.
Today I did surprisingly well with my eating and I’m really surprised because in my head I was pigging out. I even went to the corner deli with Ellison and Adjei to buy some mangos. I’m craving them like crazy. Well, they didn’t have any and Adjei had a temper tantrum in the store so I grabbed my favorite chocolate but then put it back and left the store. I came home and made a weight watchers chocolate smoothie but I didn’t like it so I threw it away.
I didn’t report my weigh in on Friday. I stayed exactly the same and I was fine with that. I didn’t eat very well but I did exercise. This week I’m doing much better and I’m going to make sure I do four workouts instead of three. I can’t wait for it to get warm because I plan on going for a 20-minute jog every morning so I can start my day with something active. I need to make sure I have a routine because that’s when I feel the most productive.
Tomorrow I will get my Frida’s waxed and I will go to body conditioning. I will also take my lunch since I prepared a huge 6-point pasta dish.
I need routine, too! I do not believe for a single second that you will ever fail your son! You're gonna be great!
ReplyDeleteExactly what Ms. Awesome said: You would never fail your son. Never! You are an amazing Mama & woman, TAPS! Congrats on not eating the chocolate. I'm pretty sure I would've failed there. Cheers!
ReplyDeleteYou will never fail your son! I always think the same thing. I think of Sofia more than Adam when I work. I guess because she's a girl and will have to make the same discussions you and have made in our life. You're doing great!!! You wouldn't be human if you didn't second guess. But I think you are an amazing woman, I bet your little guy thinks the same thing!!
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