Day 83

So I keep complaining in my head lately that this is all hard. It’s hard to work out. It’s hard not to comfort myself with food. It’s hard to pass up seconds when the meal is so good. It’s hard to get motivated after a stressful day. It’s hard to adjust to my new schedule. Blah Blah Blah!! Lets get back to the reason why I am doing all of this. I want to wear pretty dresses and skinny jeans with fuck me pumps. Yes, I am crude tonight but I want to be thin and fit so much more than I want a second helping of lasagna. I need to get re-focused on what I really want and it’s not food. I want to go to the store and try on any damn thing I want. It all sounds very superficial but I don’t give a shit. I’m still young and I want to look and feel young. I have at least another 15 years of sexy in me. So that’s it and I mean it, that’s it with the over eating. I am also going to step up my exercise. I can do more than three times a week. The very minimum is now four times a week with the goal to be five times a week. Call me forked because I’m done didily done.

Tomorrow I will stay within my 29 points and I will not cheat and ignore it. I will track EVERYTHING! I will also either go running in the morning or I will go to a class in the evening.

This skinny bitch is back on track!