Day 212

So its nights like this that I want to go to sleep and not write. I have reached my seven-year itch so to speak with this process. I am bored with WW and I’m bored with exercise. I feel pressure to start working again and I feel like I’m falling short with the projects I already have going. I know what I need to do. This is what needs to happen. I need to finish up some tasks for my management company. I need to train consistently for my next 5k in a month. I need to track what I eat so I’m accountable. Last but the most important, I need to make my prayer life number one.

Tomorrow I am going running. I will run just one mile to get the juices going. If I feel the urge to keep going, I will. I will also track what I eat and I will NOT go over my daily points. I was looking at a video blog I did when I first started trying to lose weight. Ellison was like “Wow, you’ve lost a lot of weight!” I actually saw it too. So I can’t revert back now, I’ve worked too hard.