Day 138

I have some really incredible friends. I was talking to a dear friend on Sunday and she was frustrated because she had gain some weight and she was having a hard time getting her eating back on track. This incredible woman has had an amazing year. She started a new life with a great new job in a brand new state all by herself. I told her that she does everything she makes up her mind to do. I also told her that losing weight was obviously not a priority in her life right now because if it were, she would definitely lose weight. Well two days after that conversation I posted a blog about feeling like I was never going to get to my acting career going. I was also feeling like I failed even before I’ve started. This beautiful friend reminded me of the same thing I said to her. That right now acting was not my priority. She said I was focusing on my body and getting stronger and that once I was ready I would move to my next goal. I need to trust that. I also need to trust that God’s timing is better than my timing.

I didn’t get to go to body conditioning because Ellison had to work late. I could have gone running but I just wasn’t in the mood and I just couldn’t do it. Tomorrow I will go running and I will also update my acting and business resume.