Day 135

So this morning I woke up really early like I always do and I had it in my head that I was going to do a spin class and then a kickboxing class. I started to get in a really bad mood because I didn’t want to go. I mean I really didn’t want to go but I knew I would be so disappointed in myself if I skipped. I will seriously play games with myself to justify skipping the gym. The train this morning was running late so I said to myself that if the train didn’t come at 9:40, I was walking my butt back home. Well the train came at 9:39. The spin class started at 9:45 so I knew I was going to be late. I was really pissed about it and thought that I would just skip the spin class and walk on the treadmill. Then I remembered this one girl from the last spin class I took. She was late and she went to the front of the class where the only bike was. I thought that was really dedicated. So I said, hell with it, I’m going to spin even though I’m 10 minutes late. So I did 35 minutes of hard spinning and it was nasty. Right after spinning I went to kick boxing class and I was already drenched with sweat. In the middle of my kick boxing class I thought I was going to throw up. This is really intense right? I couldn’t believe I was working that hard. I probably won’t do two classes like that often because it is a mother F’er. However, when I finished I said to myself that there was no way in hell I’m going to blow my points this week. I did Zumba yesterday and spin and kickboxing today. NO WAY in hell is food going to compromise the hard work I’ve done. I am more proud that I followed through with that challenge because I just wanted to stay home and eat a breakfast burrito with my hubby.

Tomorrow I am going to body conditioning and I will track what I eat. I also need to update my business and acting resume.