I just ate like a pig tonight and I am so annoyed with myself. 53 Points. I didn’t even want to blog tonight because I just feel like a failure about everything. I feel like a bigger failure for even blogging about it. I’m sad. I get embarrassed about when I express junk like this because I wonder if it’s too much. I guess I just hope I bounce back. I know I will bounce back. I hate that I get so overwhelmed by change. I hate that new ventures fill me with anxiety. I feel incredibly ungrateful and I hope I’m not cursed with never being content with my choices. I can, I will, I am.
Tomorrow is going to be a better day because I’m going to a weight watchers meeting, Zumba class, and then to the salon to get my Frida’s waxed.
Grateful for:
A new day
Music
My son
My brother in law coming to NYC from VA to baby-sit so Ellison can take me out for my birthday.
Broadway
Talula Bear, if this blog is only meant to serve as a place to communicate our achievements and not a place to vent or express frustration or sadness, then I am the biggest failure of them all! "Follow through" does not mean be a badass every second of every day! To me it means try harder than you ever have. And you are! You inspire us all! Give yourself a break and trust that your fellow FT-ers will never judge you for being human. We will only support you for being Theresa, a funny, smart, talented, committed and loving wife and mother with more focus and direction than I will ever have. Now snap the fuck out of it. Haha. Just kidding. Big loves! xoxo
ReplyDeleteYou're the best! I feel so much better and I need to snap the fuck out of it.:) I'm forgetting about Miss Bitch face who's going to visit next week.
ReplyDeleteAha! Miss Bitchface is on her way! That explains a lot. I like her name. I think I will adopt that term. Much more appropriate than Aunt Flow. Glad you feel better.
ReplyDeleteTAPS, take it easy on your amazing self. Miss BitchFace's entourage always arrives a little early just to get you prepared. You can't do anything about it but stay fabulous! :-) Now... Go Get'em!
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