So I’ve been in this self pity funk for the past few months but today I’m saying adios you old bitty. The truth of the matter is, when anyone in my family is in pain, I can feel it. I don’t even have to hear about it but it trickles to me and my brothers. I’ve also had a lot of fear about finances and the future. Once I get emotional, I let fear take over then every little task in life becomes overwhelming. It’s sounds crazy but I get that anxious sometimes. Today I was giving some of my amazing advice and as I was saying it, I realized that what I was saying, I needed to hear for myself. I need to deal with the emotional issue that is creeping up but then I need to keep it moving with faith and action. I also need to keep flipping the negative thoughts to positive ones. So the conclusion is, I’m ready to kick some ass again. I’ve had a phenomenal year and it can only get better. Forget regret.
Tomorrow this little vixen is running! I am running and I will run with joy and I will even do a twirl because I’m alive baby! I will also do a little online grocery shopping because it makes my life easier.
Love your realness & super love your refreshing attitude.
ReplyDeleteTS you are amazing! We are so much a like. I could have wrote this. Now, let's be completely honest. Minus the part where you talk about running with joy. I feel what other people feel and what animals feel. I think it's a gift God bestowed on me. Well, a gift or a curse. Not sure.
ReplyDeleteAlso, if you want to go back to work at any point I would gladly put in your resume where I work. I would LOVE to work with you and see you every day again.
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