I hope you all haven’t given up on me because sometimes I feel like giving up on me and moving somewhere isolated so I can hide from responsibility. Of course I would take my family but lately I feel so overwhelmed. I need to know how to not worry. I hate to worry. There is so much going on and I can’t really control any of it but I can’t shake it. Today was a major failure, yes failure with eating. I just ate like complete crap today and this is after an amazing weekend with my Papa. I did really well with the 5k run on Sunday; my time was 31 min 47 seconds. So since I feel like I’m running in quicksand I will talk about what inspired me this week:
1. My cousin has lost 120 pounds! What an amazing achievement.
2. My dear friend is close to renting out her place and following her dream to move to NY.
3. My mom can make me laugh and smile even though she’s battling her own pain.
4. My Auntie Robyn just completed an Iron Woman and kicked ass.
5. My Papa is doing his second Triathlon this weekend.
I am love and I am good enough as I am because I am a child of God. Tomorrow I will start again and I will track and go to body conditioning. I will also not put so much weight on small things.
There ya go TAPS! Sorry you're feeling overwhelmed. Like Ms. Maya the Great states: This too shall pass. One foot in front of the other & keep pushing forward! Cheers!
ReplyDeleteWe would never give up on you! That's cray talk. Super C is right. One step at a time. You are way too hard on yourself. You're doing amazingly well. Every time you have a bad day or few days, you bounce back and kick some ass!! Everyone has off days, but as long as you bounce back, I think that's what's referred to as living. You will get where you want to be. I just know it!
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