Hi Guys! So I really need to write more because last year was proof that writing works. It works even more when you invite others in your journey because you’re not only sharing your experience but you’re also asking for support. So when I’m feeling unmotivated, I especially need to write. I have been STRUGGLING so much with my eating. I do good in the morning and lunch but when Adjei goes down for nap time and I have some quiet time to myself, all control is gone. I’m also struggling with dinner time. I eat with Adjei and then when Ellison gets home, which is late, I eat with him! What the hell?! I'm really close to canceling my WW membership because I feel like I don’t deserve it if I’m not following it. I feel that having WW keeps me trying to get it right and I’m afraid that if I drop the membership, I'll gain more weight.
On a more positive note, I'm exercising a lot. I’ve been running in the early mornings and now I have three running partners that keep me accountable. One of my partners is running a half marathon this weekend and she wants me to run one with her in April. I’m strongly considering this. I’ve also been going to Yoga and I absolutely love it. My body conditioning has taken a backseat so I probably need to make sure I do at least two of those classes a week.
So it’s a new day and I have to just keep trying. I’m thinking that I probably shouldn’t cook in bulk anymore because it just triggers me to snack on yummy food. Today I will eat carrots or fruit when I want to snack. I just typed that and I kind of don’t believe myself. Get it together Theresa. Cheers to Melissa McCarthy, one fearless and badass woman!
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